Don't Know wat to do..

Sometime i dont know wat i m doing.
Trying to protect or trying to cover it.
Frens are good. Bff are good.
But i dont know why Bff and Frens will not always be together.

Sometime i dont know wat i am doing.
Trying to save or trying to kill.
Allot of things is good. Allot of things bad.
But i dont know why good and bad cant mix together.

this is wat im going to the topic.

First, seeing my frens have their bf and i feel happy to them. Their bf are so good in front of every one. (exp: Hah Good Morning.. wat you all wan to drink?? i buy for you all. / Hi, today wan to watch wat movie??..i buy the ticket for you all.)
But in the other way, when he talking to his fren it came different. Even in school ask to take of my fren.. ( i always know wat i am doing).
After they having a small fight... i totally see wat kind of boyfren he is. He is rough, never know wat his gf thinking of, spoke bad words, even push her.
I was frighten after i saw that. I been more careful to my injured fren. But some time in the morning I reach school, enter classroom.. I see him sitting at my place and ask my fren to apologize him. I hope I can jus kick him out of my place, my class, my eyes. I started to hate him so much even he talk to my fren i was still thinking wat he going to do to my fren.
Sometime walking with my fren, he will ask to stop awhile and have a chat with my fren. And I have to stay far away. Dunno wat are they talking about. But i wont care. Just hope he wont hurt my fren. They wanna have chat, be fren i wont care but if i know that any of my bff get hurt.. i sure will care about it. But i dont wanna show out my feeling. I jus wanna protect them...

I wont sure she wont read this but i sure wat i done is good for her.