I hate Life

I hate life. U see me in front of you is very strong but i am very weak. I have alot of sickness that u cant see because i doesn't show it out. If i show it out, wat can i do... wat can u do??? Everyone will just went off far away from me. Some time i have my pain and i just act nothing but i seriously need your help. So then the thing i waiting will jus went off far and far away. Hope all of my fren never see it and just happy as fren.